T and I - back together

A few things have happened in the short week (a week?? yikes!) since my last post. I'll split it between two posts.

First, T and I are back together. On the 18th, something happened while I was at the movies with her. We went to go see Dark Knight (excellent movie by the way). I don't know if it was the mood or if everything we'd experienced just kind of came to a head but we looked at each other and knew that we wanted to be together.

She still doesn't know how to tell her ex-boyfriend that we're together again and he quickly dumped her when she asked him for some time to think then came back to try to get her back. We're together and I'm trying not to screw things up this time by moving too fast or committing myself prematurely. I know I love her though, and that makes it hard to keep from pouring everything about myself into our relationship.

With the change in our relationship, I broke the news to S. She... didn't take it well and broke down crying and angry. I tried to talk to her, comfort her but she believes that she was just being used to make T jealous. It just isn't true, I never intended for things to work out this way. She's started to forgive me, even said she still loves me but realizes that I have to follow my heart. I guess we'll see where our relationship leads us - to happiness together or to misery. My main worry is that T will be too afraid to commit herself to one relationship and will end up hurting both C and myself.